I am confuse with my life . People around me are nice sometimes they all just can't understand me . I don't put the blame on them because they cannot understand me .
Think back about all we all been through , this little things make me really sad . Why can't they understand my heart? Weird . I wonder am i the one the troublemaker? I don't think so .
Other than those things my love life.. well i don't have any boyfriend yet.. but something bother in my my head .. There is a man , a friend , we been together for a long time but since this 2 years back we not so close anymore because different class but somehow we have school trips together .
We still in good friends . We talk , laugh & walk together . A week after the trip i set my mind I will confess to him ... In the crazy morning 5am i tell him i love him will he be mine? I am very brave and crazy in the morning ...
He replied .. He can't because he already belongs to someone .. Well a little sad but not soo sad just little because i just know this will happen . I replied okay. . and i continued like normal and joke around who the lucky girl ^^ ? He very nice he act like i never ask him about that ...
A few days he ask me a question like hello what are you doing ? At first i was like why he text me maybe as a friend fut afterwards he the first one who always text me .. i am really confuse ..Maybe it just me but i can feel like he don't want to end the conversation .. Since i already know he belong to someone i step back and be friends .. A day after days my feeling to him like GONE .. no feeling to him anymore.....I think ~
xoxo , ^^!
No comments:
Post a Comment