There still have some HOPE

 
   
  oh  my my! MY LOVELY YOutube acc had been removed . Thank you very much Mr.Youtube you such as a great person! Now i need to make a new one .. how sad my feeling right now. I feel my life is misreable right now! i keep think and think about something i don't know they jus something bother in my head and i want to find out .

     I live in my dream and i am really afraid to touch the reality !  I dream what work i have my world where they no evil creature. When i touch the reality all turns upsidedown i hate that way. I just want fly away to foreign country and live my life for some reason i cannot ~ Maybe my life is not bad , right ? They still have some hope . I believe in you The ONE ! okay ^^ ~~

Rules

 I hate you  very very very much !!!
Today is weekday which means no school tomorrow ! I don't understand why is this my fault ?! She makes a rule i follow because i don't want to fight . Fine you want to sleep :

   1 . No laptop because it's so bright i cannot sleep. Which i know she not gonna sleep she gonna hear mp3 .
   2. Do not turn on the light because she want to sleep even less than a minute she yell turn off the light . Fine if
      that what was you wishing for !  
   3.Close the door don't close it give a little light in !!

Not just once or twice let's just say umm ALWAYS !!!


Here what i want to say to you opps! I already say but you always had an answer !

          1.Why this rule won't be used for you ? Why when i ask you why you play laptop and you just smile and remain silent ? I want an answer not your smile ! Yes i admit for not count how much you did that , well of course without evidence you 'll denied it ! Damn , i hate it when that happen .

   Just like today , weekday , which i want to play laptop in room and you say Cannot ! Cannot ! Cannot! and i just why you did it ! And she just say '' yes i only did once ! '' and i was like '' what !!!!@# '' I HATE YOU . YES she told mother for what have i done and agains my fault i been kick out from my room if i want to play laptop . It's all just because she want to dance with her loud music which she call '' SHE SLEEPING ! ''

              2.Well i just open the light not even a minute it's just because i want to take something that i left in the room . For your information that the words you say '' I NEVER EVER OPEN THE LIGHT WHEN YOU SLEEP '' and me was like '' EVIL~ '' Do you know she open directly the light which straight to my face and make me awake it's just because she cannot sleep and want to read book's and do something annoy me , too .Oh yeah! Fool me for not record it ! SHE DENIED AGAIN!!

            3. I DID CLOSE THE DOOR AS I LEFT IT ! this want is too long so i am tired . Damn i hate her!



Dear XX ,
  Why you have a tons of reason , why why why ? You know how much i do for you ?? Lots of things !!


 this is my emotion to you :

Mother's day

 Hello ^^ ..
  Everyone remember mother's day ? Well , i do !  I just cannot wait until 8th may !! I bought the present for my mother's !! It's A SECRET! when the day's come i will show what do i bought for my mother's . You know i really appreciate my mother . Thank you mother ! I or you will become creative . You don't want it to be simple . So i make all each of mine family member a paperclip ribbon , At first i want to use brooch but i don't have so i use paperclip .

 On the day , my family member's will hang it at their own shirts . Isn't it creative ? Well to me , YES! I also won't buy Wish card , never , i make it by myself i want it to be more speacial ! I love my mother 's and that's all no reason . Well dad , will you wait till father's day ?? Actually i will buy present for my dad , too .  A little cheaper that my mom , if he wants a big price he must wait till Father's day :')

 Thank you parents' for taking care of me , i love you ! THANK YOU !

  YAIK!! I JUST CAN'T WAIT ANYMORE !!