Wednesday, 28 November 2012

Exam's

Today is the day that  have to be prepared! Because Tomorrow is the final day for the big exam!! weehha!
  I don't understand why my fingerz don't let go my beautiful laptop .. Last paper for tomorrow is mathematics and Kemahiran hidup [life skills]..

        I am very very worry about math paper 2 !! I 'm very bad at paper 2 and i totally scared it's gonne be really hard and i hope so it's gonna be easy and please don't ask a lot's about integers because it make my heart going to explode .. Tonight i 'm gonna make all the paper 1 & 2 as much as i can from 2005-2011 Pmr!


   From all 8 Subjects that i take the only and only subject that i think it's hard is Geografi . I am really bad about this subjects , too many maps i can't remember make me more worried because lots of people say it's was easy . For History lots of people say it was hard and for me  it's not easy but not too hard like them say you know.. And tomorrow Math's please i really want straight A's !! PLEASE~ I try very hard for all the subject's ... Hope all  the best for me ^^ !


remember that! Success!!


lost ..


 I am confuse  with my life . People around me are nice sometimes they all just can't understand me . I don't put the blame on them because they cannot understand me .

  Think back about all we all been through , this little things make me really sad . Why can't they understand my heart? Weird . I wonder am i the one the troublemaker? I don't think so .


 Other than those things my love life.. well i don't have any boyfriend yet.. but something bother in my my head .. There is a man , a friend , we been together for a long time but since this 2 years back we not so close anymore because different class but somehow we have school trips together .

  We still in good friends . We talk , laugh & walk together . A week after the trip i set my mind I will confess to him ... In the crazy morning 5am i tell him i love him will he be mine? I am very brave and crazy in the morning ...

   He replied .. He can't because he already belongs to someone .. Well a little sad but not soo sad just little because i just know this will happen . I replied okay. . and i continued like normal and joke around who the lucky girl ^^ ? He very nice he act like i never ask him about that ...

  A few days he ask me a question like hello what are you doing ? At first i was like why he text me maybe as a friend fut afterwards he the first one who always text me .. i am really confuse ..Maybe it just me but i can feel like he don't want to end the conversation .. Since i already know he belong to someone i step back and be friends .. A day after days my feeling to him like GONE .. no feeling to him anymore.....I think ~



                                                                                                                             xoxo , ^^!