A girl who fall in love ~

Dear Bloody Blog ,
   I don't know why but I think I just fall in love with someone . Who ? He my classmate. Class of 2013 ! This is my first year I'm at this school . Now , I'm at 10th grade . He is silence but he make a little jokes too sometimes but not for me with someone else . I don't get jealous because this is just early stage . The more I seen him every each days it make my heart pound . His desk is near the classroom door so everytime I enter the class my heart pound by just past infront of him .

   Now is mid-year exam . I have been seated far from him he is far right and I far left but our horizontal line is I infront of him but sometimes he change his place to infront me with 2 people gaps . So ,I always take a little glimpse at him . Make me smile . Well he not always smiling with someone he not used too but he smiled once awhile with strangers normally he only smile with his friends . He always late finish the test . I wonder if he late is he answer a correct answer ?  He so silence so its hard for me to approach him . Hopefully he will talk to me ^^ ~ wish is I been dreaming ... Hopefully because if I want talk to him what topic would I talk about ? hmmm ...

                                                                                                                   LOVE , XOXO .

Safe and sound , mother day.

   
Thank you blogger  .. this is the safest place to let my voice out ..  No followers . No one known the existence of this blog. Well behave . Life is getting tougher for me day by day . How can i moving on if my life already a mess ? No one to fully trust . I trust but not secure for the top secret . I am just too sad to be truth . Everything is wrong .

   Today's is Mother day , Mom i wishing you for the best till afterlife . Miss the old us .  Which never fight . Nowadays , misunderstood betweeen us is too accurate .It hurts both of us . I wished those things ever happen , never . I growing up . I give my tought in a wrong way I can accept but not the things i didn't commited . I lost . I want to be the one who the good in your eyes . Because I can't tolerate . I'm sorry .

 
  Incase you did not know , I never ever hate you . From your eyes , the eyes who lie to you . The mouth who said that You say i ever love you or never want you or smartet than you . It's all a lies . I never things those thing in my mind . Those words hurt me . So do I my words hurt you . Sorry. Nothing more can i say . Do I ?

 Happy mother's day Mom . Always love you . Wish you the best . Thank you Allah who gave me this woman be my mother . Thank you for let her breathe till today . Evenso it's hard to life but it's harder if you gone .

love, xoxo.